OH MY GOD AHHHHHHHHH OH MY GOD!!! I’M SO EXCITED I CAN’T SLEEP! FIRST THING IN THE MORNING, I WANT ALL OF YOU GUYS RUN OUT AND BUY A COPY OF VODKA MAGAZINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The photo shoot me and Patrick (soybaby) spent many sleepless weeks working on last August is FINALLY out!!! This is a really huge deal to me–I know Vodka’s not a big magazine and I can’t exactly buy a heart-shaped jacuzzi with what I got paid, but my fucking clothes are featured in a 6-page fashion spread with my name credited and everything!!!!!!!!!! This is the first time I have seen my name in print (for something I’m proud of, anyway). I worked soooo hard on this shoot, and it’s a total dream come true to see this shit in A NATIONWIDE PUBLICATION!!!!
I scanned in a few of the pages. Some of the pix might not make sense because there’s supposed to be text to go with it, and I didn’t have time to scan everything in. But you get the gist. All of these pics were taken at my house cuz we had to go super low budget.

Here is what the cover looks like! Sorry it’s so small; I stole it from their website. The cover art is by Yumiko something. We love her! We own one of her originals–the one with the two girls dressed as black cats!

The intro to our spread. Our assignment was to take pictures to accompany these awful “bar tricks.” Check out MY NAME IN PRINT though!!!

Anzhelika in a Boy Scout DRESS BY SHRINKLE!

K, I didn’t make those pennies, but I helped glue them on her.

Oh, I didn’t make anything here either. I just like this picture.

Anzhelika on my bed wearing my favorite Patricia Field dress!

ARM WARMER BY SHRINKLE! You better believe it, foo’.

CORSET BY SHRINKLE! This was actually a candid shot of Anzhelika smoking on our balcony while waiting for us to set up the next shot. For some reason the editor liked it so much she ended up using it!
That’s all. You can buy the magazine if you’re interested in reading all the silly text that goes with it! It is available at Borders and Barnes & Noble, or you can check out their website at VODKAMAG.COM!!
I’m happy! I feel like everything is going so well for me lately. I mean, for the past few months I’ve been feeling like a complete loser because this whole eBay thing has become so stagnant, boring, and pathetic. But with the start of the new year, things have just been getting SO much better, and I can honestly say that I’ve never been happier or more excited my whole LIFE! Incredible opportunities and projects have been coming my way, and I actually have things to look forward to and be excited about. I feel like I’m finally moving FORWARD with all of this and getting closer to reaching my goals. I’ve got two really exciting projects in the works right now that I don’t want to talk about because I believe in bad jinx, but every time I think about it I get this huge grin on my face and can’t WAIT!!!!
On a completely unrelated note. Yesterday was the 4-year anniversary of the day one of my best friends was murdered, and I didn’t even go to the cemetery to say hi. In fact, I think this is the first year that I didn’t get teary-eyed thinking about her. It’s just that I’ve been in such a GOOD MOOD lately. I still love her, but I’m too happy right now to dwell on sadness. Does this make sense? Or does it just make me a bad person?
It’s LATE. I’m gonna go to bed before I get too philosophical and sappy!!









CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you!!! :-D
wow congradulations! awesome photography and lovely clothes!! <3!! I went to one of Yumiko's openings in Seattle! I was too shy to say hi to her XD
Awww thanks!! Yeah we went to her opening in L.A. and it was weird meeting her too! But I think since we bought one of her paintings, she had to come over and say hi. Her English was kind of minimal, so we mostly stood there smiling and nodding at each other, haha!
Wow. Fantastic stuff. Glad you’re so happy about it XD Let’s hope the new year carries on like this. I wonder if they sell Vodka in Borders in the UK?
xoxo
Thanks, Sarah! I have no idea where they carry it. Even *I* am having trouble finding it in my town! The pics I scanned here are from my friend’s copy! :-}
Yea! Congrats :)
Your stuff rocks girl!
Thank you!!! <3
That is awesome! I am so happy for you! To be as young as you are and as successful, that’s a feat in itself and it’s something we can all aspire to!
Just..Congratulations! That’s awesome.
Thanks so much, Myra!!!! :-D I hardly consider myself successful yet though, haha! I’ll consider myself successful when I’m not three months behind on paying off my student loans…
awww that’s SO cool. I really love your clothes. and no it doesnt make you a bad person…i feel the same way sometimes.
Thank you!!!!!!! xoxoxoxo
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
Where can I get Vodka?
How much is it? (hope it’s not one of those $6-9 mags)
How is the rest of the mag, btw? Hehe.
The rest of the magazine is…. ehh…. not good???? I flipped through the whole thing very slowly, trying to give it a chance, but there wasn’t a single thing in there that made me want to stop and read. Except for the pages I’m in, of course, heh heh!!
Okay, from now on I read posts before I comment. *nod to self* Anyway, very cool, I hope the mag is worth my money. ;)
Wow
congrats!
Thanks, girl!! <3
:D :D :D :D :D :D
holy shit i need to buy it now. i’m gonna go to the bookstore first thing tomorrow. yay! finally we got published! let’s celebrate
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HEY! I just thought of something! Do Elaine and Marcie know about this?!?!?!? Get them together and let’s all celebrate, yo!!!
Have you gotten a copy yet? Weird thing is, I called Borders in Milpitas and they said they didn’t have it. But Jen went there last nite and said they had at least 10 copies!! Bastards.
Ohhhh Congratulations kitty kat, well done, I’m so happy for you! *HUgs* And no it doesn’t make you a bad person, your allowed to be happy, go you…
Thanks so much, Gleny!!! You always say the sweetest things! :-D
Mah me, Nah I just say whats true… Which in your case it is, I mean, yeah your allowed to be sad etc but unfortunately or fortunately whichever way you look at it, life goes on, you know, you just can’t sit around hoping things will get better, you gotta do what you wanna do like your doing right now, which is great, so yeah
you totally deserve alot of recognition…i admire your work immensly…good job girly :)
im not sure if vodka mag is sold on the east coast?
Wow that’s really sweet of you to say! Thanks so much!
I have no idea if it’s sold on the east coast. I think it’s only in select Borders and Barnes & Nobles! It’s not exactly a hugely popular magazine or anything, haha!
XOXO
congrats, miss shrinkle!!! Happiness is really a contagious feeling, and I know we don’t really know each other like that..BUT I am so happy for you. I know how it feels to have something you have worked so hard on and as a result, you are being recognized out of it!! To me, that would be the dean’s list or some shit like that, lol…Again, congrats to you and Kevin!!
THANK YOU so much for the kind words!!!! :-D
Oh man, making the Deans list… now THERE’S something I’ve never even come close to doing, hahaha!
YAY! I know what it’s like to get that thrill of seeing your name in print. Hell, it was good weird the first time I saw someone else wearing one of my creations because up until that point *I* had always modeled my stuff! But yay! If I can’t scrounge up the change to go buy the magazine I’m at least going to head to Barnes & Noble to flip through it. ^_^
Thanks, Tiffany!
Where was your stuff modeled? That’s so awesome! You know I really love your designs, right? All that sexy redddddddd!
My ultimate dream is to walk down the street one day and run into a COMPLETE STRANGER wearing my clothes. That would be rad!!
A store up in Ames, IA (45 minutes north of me in Des Moines) held a fashion show and requested local designers to show their stuff as well as some other stuff that they were selling in their store. zushy.com is the store, if you look at my design journal (lj user=”vesper_designs”) I have the two pictures they took at the show posted.
Mmm, I adore red, too. ^_^ I *need* to have it back to red soon, it’s faded to this nasty dull flat brown color. >_<
I know what you mean! If I ran into a complete stranger wearing my clothes I’d probably run up screaming like an over-excited five year old little girl and beg to take pictures of them and me with them, etc. Then I’d probably go gush about it for days on end in my LJ and to whomever would list to me. ^_~
amy, that rules.
and i love that icon – did you make it? how did you get the vecotr effect?
Thanks so much, pretty girl!
Actually, my friend made my icon! She’s the one who’s doing my website. Her work is fucking amazing!!!
Congrats and good luck with your upcoming projects. Hopefully you can ditch the Ebay act indefinitely.
Thank you!! You have no idea how badly I want to get off eBay!!! It’s like a love-hate relationship with them, haha! And I always have to worry about what they’ll suspend my account for NEXT!!!
i told ya girl..that you had the potential to be a really a famous designer. you just wait!!
Thanks, girl! That really means a lot to me! :-D
As cliff richard said….
Congratulations
And celebrations
And jubilations!
Its about time you got the recognition you deserve, also, you give me a glimmer of hope, for those times when the needle on the sewing machine breaks. I see a little shrinkle head in my mind, saying ‘keep on going… look at meeeeeee’. You are my sewing goddess
Thanks so much!! <3
*YaY*
maybe I should be buying YOU drinks…
XoX
Dude we still have to plan a date!!!! I don’t know when I’ll be in SF again. Do you ever go to Trannyshack? I’m kinda itching to go there again.
congrats, that’s so aswome! <3
Thanks, girl! xoxo
Hey! Where’s my name in the credits for making those damn tissue roses!! =D
Hey guess what! You know how I called Borders in Milpitas yesterday and they said they didn’t have it? Well Jen just told me that she forgot to tell me, but she went yesterday and saw TEN COPIES! I can’t believe that! Stupid Borders. I’m gonna go right now, and I’ll pick you guys up a copy too!
First off, love your icon. Looks like vector art.
Second, whee, go you and Soybaby!
Three, sad to hear it’s an anniversary of a murder. =o(
Four, but yeah, Vodka!
I’m going to B & N today anyways, so I’ll probably stroll over. What kind of magazine is it?
Thanks!! made my icon, she’s rad!
I don’t know what kind of magazine Vodka is. Lifestyles? Culture? Something pretentious like that!!!
amazing! you are incredddddibbllleee.
RIGHT BACK AT YA, MISS LAUREL!!!
Congrats Amy! You’re going big time now!!! Shoot, now your clothing will cost like thousands of dollars. I’d better get what I can NOW. I will pick up a copy of the magazine this week. When you come down to LA, you better frickin’ sign it.
THANKS, gorgeous!!! I seriously doubt my clothes will go for thousands of dollars though, haha! No one frikking reads Vodka magazine. ;-}
yippy!
That’s wicked, awesome lady!!
xo laura
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No darling, YOU are wicked and awesome!
Even though you stayed home to eBay on amethyst’s birthday.
you are going to get faaaaaaaaamous!! alsooo, what kind of camera did he use? also, did you get the NIN shirts? i sent them aaages ago..
Thanks, Izzy!! I am not really sure what kind of camera he used! If you’re into photography and all that, you can ask him and I’m sure he’d be happy to help! His name is.
Also, yes! I got the NIN shirts, thanks so much! Can’t wait to chop them up! Don’t worry about the paint stains, it’s not big deal! :-)
we already knew that you’d be a star someday. only you can make blue eyeshadow look good! ;) It’s only gonna get better from here.
Thanks, Miss Nubby Twiglet! That means a lot coming from the Superstar Nurse herself!!!!
The love is mutual.
P.S.I am DYING over that little red padlock you have on Ebay. Can you get more?
CONGRATS!!! <3
THAT’S SO GREAT! I’m really happy for you, and glad that things are working out!!! I’ll have to go to the bookstore and see if they sell Vodka Mag. cause if they do, I’m buying one!!!
I’ve never heard of Yumiko, I’ll have to check that out!
And no, you’re not a bad person or anything for not going to your friend’s grave or crying…afterall, wouldn’t she be glad for you that you are happy right now? Sometimes remembering the past and those we have lost is enough, even once the tears dry up.
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Awww Brian you always know the perfect things to say! :-D xoxo
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I try my best Amy! xoxo
congrats!!!
Thank you so much! <3
!!!!!!!! i was just on my way to borders today! so i’ll deffo pick up this mag :D congrats!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks, Jocelyn!! xoxo
Not going doesn’t mean you’re a bad person. You’ve gotten over the worst of the greif and that’s why you weren’t as sad as you usually were. Dwelling on it will makes things worse and I’m sure she wouldn’t want you to be sad when things are going so well for you if she was still here. Don’t worry baout it. You are a good person.
And congrats!
<3 <3 <3
Oh yeah, and thanks! :-D
(I was going to write a long response to your original comment but there was too much to say, so I figured the hearts would suffice) ;-)
that is so awesome, im so happy for you, i hope to be like you one day! When I start my new job I will have you make me some clothes, do you make clothes for people if they have ideas? I am really wanting some cute polka dot tops, in hot pink and black!! I wish I knew how to sew I have the best ideas just no sewing machine. Im really proud of you and you are my #1 idol!!! YAY!!
Hey but didn’t you used to sew a lot??? I swear from what I remember, you used to sell your home-made creations!!!! On that super old screen name you had years ago. Dork, you know how to sew!!! ;-)
no way dude I did it all by hand..seriosuly….everything I made, I did by hand, it wasn’t professional looking at all, it was all like punk rock looking, thats the best way to put it!!! I like used a sewing machine once, when I had a job as a fashion designer for a museum, and we were designing outfits for like the 1900’s, omg fashion back then was NUTS! I mean the dresses were seriosuly out of this world. I didnt get to meet the lady that did all of them she got sick and stuff, but the dresses were always in my mind. It was the best job ever. Your icon rocks b.t.w.
:D!!! IT FINALLY CAME OUT!!! Oh man, it looks awesome. I’m gonna have to buy a copy and you’re gonna have to autograph it for me so when you’re rich and famous i can sell it on ebay *achm* and make MILLIONS! haha!
my favorite is the armwamer picture “armwamer by shrinkle”. haha! ROCK!!!!!!!!
I know. Everyone was teasing me about that Arm Warmer by Shrinkle thing! And it’s not even a good arm warmer. I whipped it up minutes before the photo was taken!
Oh, yay, Amy, I am seven different shades of happy for you! I do now for you The Happy Ducky Dance of Luck and Good Fortune (it involves much hip swirling and rump shaking, along with a fair bit of arm flailing)! And about your friend, funerals and wakes and cemetary visits and crying and all that other stuff is not so much for the dead, but it’s for the living that are left behind. Those things are how we mourn, and how we heal. It’s not that you’ved moved on and away from her, but you gotta keep going, it’s what the living do. If you had still needed to go to the cemetary, you would have, but you didn’t, and that’s a good thing, you’re getting closer to healed. I don’t think your friend would want you to be a big ball of crying for her all the time. She’s always gonna be around you, you’ll always be wearing her tattoos, you know.
Thanks, Duck Lady!!! Your thoughtful comment really means a lot to me. I’m too tired to respond to anything, but let it be known that you are my favorite duck!!!
AWESOME
That’s so awesome. *Squeak* I will buy it if I can find it.
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Thanks!! I’m realizing that it’s pretty hard to find though. :-}
Way to go Shrinkle!!!!!
Thanks Snowflake!!!
wow how exciting! congratulations!
Thank you!! <3
You lucky blucky gal! :) That’s “every girl with a sewing machine’s” dream! :D :D :D
it IS!
Thanks Jennifer!! :-D
god! im always so jealous of you! you get to do everything i want to do! man. i really hope i can get somewheres with my life too
Dude, don’t even be jealous! :-D Most of the time I don’t even know what I’m doing… shit like this happens to me out of pure dumb luck, hahahaha!
ohmygosh!
This is so exciting for you! I got all fluttery in my chest reading about it and hearing how excited you were.. hehe I’m so happy for you. I hope to be successful in such an awesome way like you some day!
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Thanks so much, darlinnnnn! XOXO
Cooooongrats!!
Go celebrate! You deserve it.
Okay… I’m going to celebrate by eating your icon!!!
For real though. I want some!!!!
lol!
WOOT!
:-D
congratulations!
Thanks, gorgeous!!!
those pictures are beautiful, congratulations
Thank you! xoxo
Wow, those are some great photos!
Thanks, girl! My friend took them! :-D
congratulations. you do amazing work!
you arent a bad person for not feeling sad. i bet your friend is glad that you are happy. they wouldnt want you to mourn forever.
Thanks for the sweet words, darlin’! I know you’re right. :-)
ive always loved reading your lj entries, i especially get excited when you post pictures, because your so pretty and the pictures are always colorful. your clothes are also unbelievably radm i love you <3
Hahahah thanks for the love!!! :-D XOXO
i bought it! i should get you to autograph it for me.
I’d feel like such a dork autographing it!!!!!! :-}
but you are a dork. :)
Wait… is the murder anniversary the 19th? Cause that’s the same day that one of our co-workers commited suicide last year. Weeeeeird.
Yeah. It was the 19th. :-( Suckage!!!!!
woo. i am now the official owner of this magazine. the pictures, and clothes (of course) are amazing. i should start saving all of the clothes i’ve bought from you, they’ll be worth thousands in the future. “an early shrinkle piece” congrats. :)
Haha, I doubt it!!! It’ll probably just be a huge embarrassment. Like when you’re thrift shopping and you find a dress Betsey Johnson made in the early 90s, and it’s got big puffy shoulders and tapered hips, the last thing you think is, “Vintage Betsey Johnson! I’ll bet it’s worth a bundle!” heeheehee
I’m actually already embarrassed about 99% of the things I’ve made!!
It is scary to think that you may ascend eBay one day because then I might not be able to
stalk youfind you.Hahahahahaa!